the act of palpitating

Abnormally rapid beating of my heart.
Omgomgomg. I'm speechless right now.
I'm nervous, freakingly.
I hope everything goes well this evening.


Ivan and me, r/s for 3 years and blow. right now, great friends.

Yes, I met ivan. My girls forbids me though but I just wanna see our friendship blooms.
Anyway, didn't manage to catch the movie cos' we were late and Ivan gotta pick Jolene up about 9pm. Still, we had a nice dinner. (:

Im feeling more crestfallen. Know what? Im no SUPERWOMAN! ::sigh::

p/s: today's a bad day.