i need a break.

Im in a freaking irritated mood throughout the whole of today ever since i got woken up by a call. Started my day with a bad news, and so my foul mood lasted all day long.



i love him lah, my best bf; mj kakis.
(vincent lim still no.1, ah vin don't say i'm heartless alright. booooo.)
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• a visit to salon with mum, i highlighted my hair while she dyed hers. (i swear i look like some typical ah lian you can see along the streets. fuck!)
• gelare and durian strudel for dessert.
• nap for 2 hrs then ate light dinner.
• supper at chomp chomp with natalie (eeyore's owner) and james.
• late night movie, Bolt 135am with mr dimple Wilson.
• chatted til 5am before both of us knocked out.
• supposingly going to amk but he was sleeping like a log.
• went to xueli's place to pass her present for little darling, yitto. (sorry!)
• a visit to derick's place before he book in to army, mj session with siming, derick and wilson. (martin the zebra came later to join us.)

Recieved another call, I dont like it. Then again, why do i feel bothered about this? It spells trouble, very big trouble. Picturing myself sinking into the quicksand. I need a helping hand. I'm breaking down. I don't wanna cry but the tears just flow like an open tap and i very hate this feeling. I haven't been crying for ages other than ming and farouk issues last month, why make me cry :'(

i desperately needed some peace.

p/s: i'm super duper unhappy, i miss soulmate badly.